Awkwardly Adorable Moments
I often want to write you a letter. But you can’t see to read it. And I could never find strength to read it aloud.  I often want to write myself a letter. I wonder how strong can one daughter be. I reflect on how heartbroken you were when your parents moved when you were 30. What would you think at 30, with a new born daughter, to know you wouldn’t see her turn 30? I am often scared if God will deal me more pain and sorrow than I have already endured. I pray that this struggle ends and that my battles with in about it aren’t too hard on me. I pray I move on with my life. I often am scared that this is all I was put on this planet for. Im eager to be appreciated and that my sacrifices don’t go unnoticed.Alcoholism is a disgusting, terrifying disease. but what is WORSE is Liver failure. I have never HATED something so much in my life.And this image above, MAKES ME SO ANGRY AND HURT! No one should ever see their mother like this, or worse- how I found her 2 days ago. I promise myself right now, I will never let my kids see me drunk and I will do everything in my power to be a healthy mother.and yes I just exploited my comatose mother on my tumblr. its my realm to vent.

I often want to write you a letter. But you can’t see to read it. And I could never find strength to read it aloud. I often want to write myself a letter. I wonder how strong can one daughter be. I reflect on how heartbroken you were when your parents moved when you were 30. What would you think at 30, with a new born daughter, to know you wouldn’t see her turn 30? I am often scared if God will deal me more pain and sorrow than I have already endured. I pray that this struggle ends and that my battles with in about it aren’t too hard on me. I pray I move on with my life. I often am scared that this is all I was put on this planet for. Im eager to be appreciated and that my sacrifices don’t go unnoticed.

Alcoholism is a disgusting, terrifying disease. but what is WORSE is Liver failure. I have never HATED something so much in my life.And this image above, MAKES ME SO ANGRY AND HURT! No one should ever see their mother like this, or worse- how I found her 2 days ago. I promise myself right now, I will never let my kids see me drunk and I will do everything in my power to be a healthy mother.

and yes I just exploited my comatose mother on my tumblr. its my realm to vent.

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